the stranger in my closet.

i dun think he noes that he belongs to me,
i dun think he noes he is here.
he never knew he meant the world,
he never knew he was my fear.
caught up in his world he was ,
he never saw my smile.
he never knew i always do,
look for him once in a while.
i couldnt get him to be mine,
i knew that from the start.
i wanted him a part of me,
but i knew he would break my heart.
so i told him to meet me on the roof,
after the dawn breaks in.
we had two cups of coffee,
and the night sky drowned my sin.
his eyes were getting heavy,
my heart was beating fast.
i knew im doing wrong to him,
but i want him to be my last.
i hid him in my closet,
dressed in his finest wear.
every night i talked to him,
i swear we were the finest pair.
i missed the sight of him in school,
but i knew at home he was.
waiting for me to embrace him,
being with me without feeling forced.
he watches me do my homework,
he watches me smile to sleep.
he listens to my worries,
and no one knew what i did.
the stranger who made me fall in love,
now cold and stiff and hard.
hid safely in my closet,
where nothing can break us apart.

i have you always.

Im glad to say it aint love no more,
that is something i am sure of.

Not a boring sad and painful love,
but an exotic fantasy world above.

It makes me feel all light,
it makes me sleep at night.

Im glad that endless pain is over,
to ensure me ill never ever,

See my world fall on me again.
Throw my love down into the drain.

Let me touch your hands not of lust,
but of the friendship and the trust.

You know ill always be here,
we'll be good friends through the years.

I have this feeling that this bond will start to grow,
into a something we would feel but wouldnt know.

The loser at first and the winner in the end,
im just glad to see this bond has began.

Tell me your secrets and ill keep them safe for you,
locked up in my heart shaped box painted in blue.

Lets watch the stars and the sunsets in the sky,
and fall asleep by each other...just you n i.

Even though all this may not happen,
i pray this new bond never gets broken.

Im just so glad that you're still my friend,
im happy i no longer have to pretend.

Oh yes,i love you with all my heart,
and i hope that we will never part.

But this feeling its just so not love,
its a friendship as free as all white doves.

Let me see a world i never knew could exist,
and all this time ive been thinkin love was all i need.

Now you've shown me something so beautiful,
even the rainbow cant beat that i hope you know.

Thank you for the wake up call,
it definitely was like a slap on my face.

Im happy things just went the wrong way,
because now i know i have you always.